The bright light shines uncaring and cruel upon my burning flesh.
The spotlight freezes me to the spot rendering me shocked and still.
All this pressure closes on me squeezing the breath out of me.
I take gasps and wheezes to stay alive in this pit hole, HELL!

Its too much!
All of this is killing me so slowly that i wish i were dead.
The words spin around my head
A relentless enemy pounding into my head

But it not fast enough
The words spill out of me once they are in
The pounding never stops
it never gives up
But why...............

My head cannot soak up anything!
it is no sponge but a brittle heavy brick weighing me down
I can't go on
not like this.......

why won't death consume me now...?
The peace, quiet and comfort will be the best change i could ever have.
Please i beg you god release me from this burning pain that rakes through my body.
I hate that light that always renders me unmoving slowly burning the flakes of skin that coat my flesh.

Please God...
Please...?